Preface
Part I: Songs of Truth and Knowledge
Part II: Songs of Language and Reality
Part III: Songs of Mind
Part IV: Songs of Self
Part V: Songs of Time
Part VI: Songs of Higher Things
Part VII: Songs of Art and Literature
Part VIII: Miscellaneous Songs
Part IX: Songs To Apollo
Part X: Four Cantos Of Sophias
Appendix A: Translations
Appendix B: Juvenilia
Dedicated to:
Thaddy Cockrill
PREFACE
Carolina
Parakeet
I wonder who will sing for me.
With
no brood of my own
Extinction means no echoes of
These
measures when I’m done.
Last Carolina Parakeet,
I
sing on in a tree
Mid wonder in the coming days
Just
who will sing for me.
PART I: SONGS OF TRUTH AND KNOWLEDGE
American
Debate
I. The Conservative Mind
At best, for all we know mind’s round
So
any way we’re bound
Will lead us back where we began.
We
rest the wiser man.
At worst, for all we know it’s flat
With
un-fenced edges that
Imperil travel. Thus it’s best
For
all we know to rest.
II. The Liberal Mind
The form must fit the thing and not
The
other way around.
The head is right and not the hat
When
lack of fit is found.
If spheres restrict our motions or
Planes
cannot hold us we
Pack them away instead of us.
The
closet is for them.
Conquistadors
Europe’s
knights of course were horrified
At butcher
priests who did as heaven bids
In taking
hearts and wearing others’ hide
On Montezuma's hills and pyramids.
Presumably,
such high minds judged a word
By how it
bettered man or made him worse.
Indignant,
Europe’s knights thus sepulchered
Such priests
and burned their codices and verse
Though
somehow missing their own words that wear
Men in the
Aztec fashion. Those, too, stitch
Strange costumes out of flayed and tortured skin
Of men to
fit the text, an awful switch
Of roles--though essences poke here and there
From out
grim wrappings sewn to hold them in.
Ignorance
And Bliss
It wings as though it will forever fly--
God spared the sparrow knowledge it will die.
For it there are no final chances, broods,
No sadness ever of one fewer spring
Or its attendant Canterbury moods,
No end of little arias to sing.
It lives without all knowledge of an
end
To ills increasing as it ages when
Time freezes joints and adds new
parasites.
Nor even in the clutches of a kite’s
Sharp talons that are shredding up its skin
Can that poor sparrow know that pain will end.
It cries as though it will forever cry--
God spared the sparrow knowledge it will die.
Reflections
We had a budgerigar that spent most
days
Tapping a caged window where his bud
Returned the rhythm from the other side
In silly proof that opposites attract,
That opposites can both have boyish
blue.
How foolish, yet how pleasing to the
birds
And us in watching them, in watching us
Take images for things though they but
bounce
Off rougher glass of grass or tree or
post
Or us who would our greater reason
boast.
Lee’s
Statue In A Southern Park
In decades past, some sculptor plied his art
Perhaps for its own sake but, too, in part
To advertise for further
work. His ad
In stone brought no commissions now. Instead,
The gnomon tethered shadows that a lad
Clocked. “Merely atoms,” Chemistry now said,
"Not art." Bat-echoed obstacle at night,
The landmark guided pigeons in the light
And served as paperweight that held the park
In place on windy days. There dogs could bark
While spraying stone to set out metes and bounds
That squirrels ignored while making frenzied rounds.
A place for vandals’ work, there Hylas
read
“All’s in a mind—Philonous” brushed in
red.
Habitats
An Answer in its habitat
Lives
well--there’s no surprise
In that (or in the converse that
In
hostile climes it dies).
Belief
A tramp (if that’s the term)
Converses with a long-time airy friend
None has disproved beyond all
certainty.
Such comrades ruminate about the fiend
Beyond disproof as well within the lamp
That flickers on the corner of “their”
street.
The hieroglyphics in the movements of
The flame serve as their focus in
between
The random clinks of quarters in a cup.
The half that’s visible would break the
code
In terms of verticality of strokes
With all remainder merely ornament.
The half unseen holds a more complex
view
Of fiery alphabets. With flourish but
A form of beauty and therefore of good,
It contradicts the notion of a fiend’s
Cuneiform embellishing a stroke.
Bums snipe therefore in shifting
measures clocked
By an old cup and quarter metronome.
A petty thief slinks by
Observing too few coins to justify
The labor requisite for felony.
His left shoe brushes close beside the
cup
That jingles to his ear the same as to
The tramps’ though each one hears a
different cup
In value and entitlement. The thief
Has learned the Ptolemaic principles
Of ownership merely to interact
With those medievals round him. He himself
Is scientific. Properties are sensed--
They’re fictions otherwise. Thus, property
Is not a property and he’s no thief
Or unicorn or other thing unseen.
A suicide searches
His trousers for coin he tosses in
The cup. “What need have I of it?” he thinks.
“God bless,” the unseen hobo quips
unheard
While his seen friend works on
translations still.
“There is no purpose in this strange
machine
Transporting us we know not where. How can
There be a course without a pilot or
At least a wheel upon the deck? I’m not
A fool or worse delusional. I’m smart
And man enough to take my leaping
chance
Before the crash of any craft.” He takes
A rope into the park behind the block.
A simpleton (if that’s
The term) can no more see some
pilotless
Craft in this world than coins not
claimable
Or messages in flames. There’s better, too,
Coherent with the sights and sounds
about--
Some purpose in conveyance is as safe
From disproof as are demons in a lamp
Or vacuums of the suicide. He thinks,
“Why not embrace the kinder certainty?
If that defines the ‘fool,’ that’s fine
by me.”
Good
Science
“Good science is objective, has no
trace
Of taste or other bias that would bend
The mirror. Right reflection must depend
On flawless optics. Humor has its place
Perhaps in circuses. A concave glass
That warps for laughs might serve
clowns. It’s a fraud
In laboratories. Truth of course is flawed
By all distortions.” “Which means every glass
One grinds without a purpose or a bent
Lacks science. It’s a square? Just one and three
Lines?
Four? Two twos? To do geometry,
Choice is imposed. Which suits?
It’s evident
That science in itself can never be
Without some taste and some morality.”
Reason’s
Da Capo
Behold eternal Spring
Around me! Blossoms will
Splash endless colors, bring
Fixed fragrances that fill
Gilt halls where angels sing.
And then the furrow comes
From naught, an unforeseen
And ugly harbinger
Of worse. The visage warps.
Legs slow from weight of snow
Piled more upon on the crown.
Frost spreads its fingers, too,
Around the throat and worse
To make it silly now
To nip no Heaven. Thus,
Communion calls. I shall
Behold
eternal Spring
Around
me. Blossoms will
Splash
endless colors, bring
Fixed
fragrances that fill
Gilt
halls where angels sing.
PART II: SONGS OF LANGUAGE AND REALITY
Hold
No mile is more or less
Than any other. Walked,
The definition holds
Despite the variables
Of weather or incline.
No minute’s more or less
Than any other. Clocked,
The definition holds
Despite the sermon’s drag
Or pleasure’s brevity.
All disconnect is but
Illusion in us till
The definitions’ hold
Slips as we age beyond
The language and its reach
To pigeonhole and preach.
The
Darkroom
There must be error in a language that
Would label violets violet although
Such color is the only tincture that
The little petals will not keep but
throw
Off fast as offered up. How can a tongue
That calls the summer green and autumn
red
Not knot itself , misspeak and get it
wrong
As fall in fact keeps green, the summer
red?
But words of course just ape the senses
in
Their hues, and Plato missed a flaw within
This shadow-copy, image world of men:
One must be careful to remember when
One talks about this world in which we
live,
One handles not the print but negative.
Alphabet
Tea
Where’s the exotic beach
Where
letters wash
Against the thing, wet line
Of
mush between
The spray of word and the
Referred? I’ve heard
The little roar in shells
A
captain calls
The Lord’s Victrolas, heard
The
waves, yet found
No shore that bound the thing
And
sound, no place
Where name’s teeth sink and link
The
word and the referred.
No screen between the parts,
I
am estopped
In cafes to complain
One
failed to strain
That comma or a T
Left
in my tea.
Drowning
(Or Burial At Land)
Deflated, wordless my
Now frayed and punctured craft
No longer glides across
The choppy continents
Whose undulations take
Millennia to make.
I slip airless into
Those slower unsaid tides
Without sufficient breath
To fill a vest. With no
Lines left, I flail about,
No longer draw me out,
Distinguish foot or hand
From ripples in the land.
Mountlawn*
“It’s by your fruits I shall know ye.”
Mere
dust (our end) we are
Thus cast as roses also are
By
hips, not blooms. To be,
Crab grasses crawl sideways across
Gravestones
erasing them
Despite the herbicide. They hide
Names
old baptisms tied
“Forever” to the coffined. No
Names. Only dust.
Fonts lied
Or failed the bones that journeyed
out
To
names that also died.
*A Cemetery in Wilkes County,
N.C. where much of my family is buried.
Unmarked
Plots
To ration stones is right.
One would not spend one night
In “graveyards” save upon
A dare perhaps or on
Some Halloween in some
Prank festival. Too glum
For other days, we stay
“Elsewhere,” sleep safe away
At graveless “home” we raised
Where countless others razed
Before most surely fell.
Well spoken, we don’t dwell
On such eternities
Before us, on the bees,
Rats, birds and hominids
Who fell where language rids
Their mortuaries. We’re
Much wiser knowing fear
Is easily tongue tied,
That words need not abide
The dead beyond the sphere
Where they would interfere.
Urban
Planning
Perhaps those tall dump walls do well
obscure
Some glasses that smell somewhat fetid
now
That the eyes that used them once are
either dirt
Or sliming in the sockets still. Perhaps
Some handgun’s sulfur smell needs stifling.
Perhaps some bought teeth do indeed reek
where
Slick worms floss gaps words once
slipped through with their
Slick barbs, woos, gests, gossips and
promises.
Perhaps there are unpleasant odors,
too,
In some torn doll some child now either
dead
In ground or in adulthood once held
close.
Perhaps some molding coat fool’s
fashion dumped
Unfrayed would have decayed much worse
upon
The back of some poor shivering
soul. Regret
Is nasty, too. There’s much to sanitize.
Mind reasons out of mind qualms that
arise,
Builds dumps outside its cities of white
lies
“That might offend the nose,” we
euphemize.
Why
Not Translate A Rose?
Why not translate a rose
To meter? It cannot
Be blasphemy. No pens
Presume improvement of
The work itself--God’s art.
Which elements, pray, are
The Lord’s pure handiwork?
The “splash of pink”? The “whiff”?
The greater baggage “bloom”?
Which endless others? Choice
Imposed, the poet tries
Diversity of eyes
Not satisfied with those
Birth gave him. Lazy prose
Instead should scandalize.
Ra’s
Poet
Ra’s poet mummified a rose
And
laid it in a tome,
Bloom nature chose to decompose
Penned
in a catacomb.
Winged
Egg
That egg-thing still stands up. Although
We've
passed the first of spring*,
It seems to have no trouble no
Less. Listen to it sing
Dumb as I do. Refuse to "know"
The
essence of the "thing”--
Untamed by all our phrases, no
Words
lime its shell or wing.
Imitations
The thing’s poor imitation of
The
word. Things never can
Quite measure up. I’ve never found
A
straight line or straight man.
The thing’s poor image of the word.
It
never captures all
Thank God. By “Sin” and “Fear” the things
Themselves
don’t stand as tall.
Mimesis
If thoughts
are mirrors of the world
The most reflective head
Is like the stillest waters or
In other words is dead.
The most reflective head
Is like the stillest waters or
In other words is dead.
Weathermen
A gadget turns. “The wind has blown.”
Some
tubes rise. “There must be
Some temperature.” Hair length has grown.
“There
is humidity.”
There’s stillness. Melancholy’s high.
I
ask how long the spell.
“When nothing moves?” Neckties reply:
“The
question’s not put well.”
Map’s
Ball
I’ve rhythm in cartography.
The
lines I use are not
The same each moment. Constantly
My
zero’s shifting. What
Greenwich does is dance with me.
Each
map is a gavotte.
Plain
English
I know a simple word. It's
"all."
And
since I know its sense
Am I all knowing? May I call
My
usage of it hence
Precisest verse in but a breath
Of
boundless universe
(With every life and every death)
In
plainest, purest verse?
PART III: SONGS OF MIND
On
William James
Mozart of
me, my bars encage
Fit melodies instead
Of me. The chords of others round
My neck seem to my head
An abject yoke. I sing therefore
A world for me instead
Of them which means I also sing
For them as well. I’m led
By songs of conscience, too, whereby
Polyphonies are bred.
Fit melodies instead
Of me. The chords of others round
My neck seem to my head
An abject yoke. I sing therefore
A world for me instead
Of them which means I also sing
For them as well. I’m led
By songs of conscience, too, whereby
Polyphonies are bred.
Sinking Solipsism
Perhaps I live with faces, nothing more
Than masks borne up by mere frames
aping more.
Perhaps I live with less, with nothing more
Than un-extended sense I took for more.
Perhaps I'm loving nothing and no less
Despising nothing when I see things
less
Their coverings. Perhaps all fails unless
Admitting only me. Yet am I less
As well? Perhaps unmasked I, too, am no
More than a face borne up by mere props. No
Mere solitary comforts even? No
I?
Horror serves the answer here: as no
Truth fails to work, no truth denies us
when
The moral sense requires a world of
men.
Pearls
Enameling around
Shards caught within, the gut
Diligently dulls
Rough edges that might cut
Deep.
Viscera’s still paste
Of smooth repression may
Pearl over coarseness that
Is better kept away
From inner softness. Hate’s
Smoothly re-skinned, love, too,
In that mute oyster’s craft
That generally will do--
Though syllables sometimes
Prove safer coatings for
The sharpest splinters that
Eviscerate. Therefore,
One plasters round the void
With purpose, better, best,
Until it’s rolling round
A jewel in the chest.
Work
In sinless suicide,
Pull down the coffin lid
From dawn to dusk and hide
Within that sturdy box.
Shelve volumes and take notes,
Sip tea and watch the clocks
Till dark most dark has hid
And resurrection comes.
Crawl out, leave wide the lid
Till break of dawn, till one
Crawls back into the vault
Where another death’s begun.
Weather
In The Brain
There’s weather in the brain. Aloft,
Cows
trail long shadows down
On folds they pasture over till
Transformed
to serpents grown
From cumulous inconstancy--
Or
maybe mind’s instead--
There’s weather in the weather. Hail
Smarts
bouncing in the head.
Doing
Fractions
The schoolboy and the man
Fear fractions that they must
Combine, subtract, divide
And multiply—school boys
Upon the page and men
Upon themselves forewarned
By younger ink that aped
(In black or blue instead)
The convoluted red
Of ciphering on life
Where nothing’s perfect, whole,
Where all combines and parts
In pieces, ends and starts.
Hardest
Rocks
The hardest rocks that I've to move
Are
weightless. Hercules'
Grand boulders pale beside and prove
The
heaviest are these:
The weighted fear and leaden doubt
And
ballast of the night
From quarries no one talks about
Yet works beyond the light.
Lights
Out
In art, the perfect as a goal delights.
In life, it tortures, taunts, demeans,
and slights.
It slips its bogeymen beneath the bed
Or in the closet when the day is dead,
When few distractions serve to keep the
dread
Yet unrelenting nightly thoughts at bay
Of patent, latent flaws and what they
weigh.
20/20
Fear’s eyes are fragile, too. They therefore turn
Unthinking from more blinding actual frights
To darker, conjured ones that do not
singe
The retinas that instinct would keep
keen
To vex as sharp tomorrow and as mean.
Mourning
Depression
At sunrise, lashed heads wrestle like
poor flies
Against threads spun at night. Their web has bound
Them firmly to their bedding. Though they’ve found
No reason for the effort, still they
rise
To pick the web off as the spider lies
In wait to weave again when night comes
round.
Due
Diligence
Ed noticed in his tree a small, low
limb
Had withered. He grabbed clippers
given him
By his dead father years ago. As
he
Prepared to do the little snip, a plea
Lashed out from a pedantic neighbor:
“Freeze!
How do you know those aren’t protected
trees?
How do you know the blades within the
shears
Aren’t toxic to that kind of
tree?” Such fears
Expressed, the neighbor thought of
others: “When
Does city code permit such work?
And then
Do those times mesh with county,
federal, state
Or other timing regulations?
Wait!
Are there endangered species living on
Or in the limb or others that are gone
But will return and need it?”
Questions raised,
Ed found that careful reason rather
dazed
Than gave enlightenment. Perhaps the cut
Could let in fatal germs good bark had
shut
Out.
Maybe changing one limb’s symmetry
Might make the winds work harsher on
the tree.
More research was required than Ed had
time
Or willingness to undertake--from time
To time, his father told him anything
Worth doing was worth doing
right. The thing
Was clear therefore. One should
not snip the limb
And Ed put back the clippers given him.
PART IV: SONGS OF SELF
Gibberish
I'm crowded in yet lonely out.
I've worlds to tell the world about
If only I were spoken there.
In
& Out
The world we see
Is in our head
Yet floats around
Outside instead
So you’re in me
And I’m in you
No matter what
Our members do.
They Christened Me
They tied me to a font with their
choice name--
No matter what I do I'm called the
same.
They've roped me tight with air until
I'm through
With chords designed to moor my
phantom, too.
Free
Fall
My optimism set, too, with the sun
That whited out lock-stepping stars by
day.
My little hope at night was in the way
Clouds sometimes covered up their
endless run
Around unmoved Polaris. I was one
Who feared the implications of those
tracks,
Those constant circles. For if Heaven lacks
More freedom, what hope in comparison
Had man? The thought was too depressing. I
Had turned to remedies of blindness, of
Concealment till a chance look at the
sky
Conveyed a different message from
above--
A star had stepped out in a fiery fall
And brought down hope of freedom after
all.
Writer’s
Block
If we're so bright, then why
In our mythologies
Are gods first? Brighter men
Would use a different pen.
Moses
Or The Muses I
It's Moses or the Muses? No
Dilemma here since both horns grow
From that same skull, that Western
Head.
Let's sharpen both for use instead
Of severing one and running on
Like bulls with half their prowess
gone.
Moses
Or The Muses II
It’s Moses or the Muses. One
Can’t square the two. Therefore be done
With killing babies, calling plagues.
Instead have wine, attend good plays,
And love in all your normal ways.
“Pretty”
Love
Love has its fashions, too.
Some colors do not go
Together well nor do
Some genders mix--or so
Designers maintain who
Take sums for what they do.
The
Human Physic
The human physic is bizarre
In mapping how its members are--
I'm minor in though major seem
By markings of the herd,
And so I pass among the team
With light commotion stirred.
Inversion
Deflated, I stood outside looking in
At opposites, at all the boys reversed
From me. I studied their strange ways, rehearsed
Their words from right to left. That taken in,
I painted masks that reproduced my skin
As theirs. And yet no matter how immersed
Within such backward play, how
un-coerced
The drama seemed, years gutted me within
Till I heard Lettie yelping when she
caught
Her backward bitches taunting in the
glass
That held reflections of me, too, who
ought
To focus right. If mirrored in the mass,
I must adjust for the inversion, must
Be in if out, hold warped those posing
just.
Debate
“I’d do more living, pick
A bloom or two to stick
In vases weren’t they prone
In hairs’ breadths to be gone.
“I’d do more history
Did past not also flee
As fast as well, did all
Museums, too, not fall
“Inevitably. Bound
Straight back into the ground,
I shirk now, shirk then. I’m
A realist toward time.”
“I think instead you prove
The opposite. I’d
move
But faster for a taste
The surer of the haste.”
Goethe
And Chapman
Each generation forms implicitly
A secret and a closed society
With rituals each takes for granted and
Assumes eternal--till the last one stands
Deprived of that most fundamental
right
Of judgment by a jury of one's peers.
Ghost
Sometimes I fear I may have passed
away.
How might I know? They close a corpse’s eyes
Of course. Yet might one sense death otherwise?
With ears embalmed, could one still
hear them say
How lifelike one appeared, how peaceful
lay
One’s visage in the box, how Lettie
cries?
Could one still smell the moth-balled
coats and ties
In circumambulation after they
Embalmed the nose? That’s possible and yet
The facts aren’t questionable: the pen is no
More noticed than the voice, I move and
yet
Do so among the shadows here below
As spirit rarely heard or seen by most.
In English is such phantom not a
ghost?
Alive
At Last
He’d feared
he’d stopped too late
To conjugate
“to be”
In life’s
right grammar--right
Inflexions
on the tongue
Had somehow
not expressed
The
reference. Though am
That’s
mirrored in the breath
That’s
mastered early kept
A present
orbit, too,
Somehow he’d
foundered with
That heavier
reference words
But modeled
in the air,
Had long
mixed am beyond
The bounds
of sense into
The morrow,
little marked
The nonce
that limed the self,
Had lived
not for today
But for
tomorrow. Old,
Yet
physically still in
The present,
now he had
Found morrow
never holds
A beating
heart. Illumed,
He’d not
lament the loss
On balance
of his life.
Regret would
transpose, too,
The tenses
and espouse
The airy
then for now,
Slip his
gold wedding ring
On former
clock hands whose
Now vacant
substance would
Drop bands,
recalling thus
Some meter
he once read
Etched on a
tilting wall:
“Twelve
Lines Of A Poor Bard
On Loving
What Is Barred.
The hand
that’s not, next hour’s,
Is never
now’s or ours.
Embrace the
moment. Seize
Its hand,
the one one sees,
And ring it,
tie the knot.
Fools pine
for what is not.
The morrow
ducks the here
And now the
live can’t hear
Or see
past. No gold band
Fits shadow
fingers banned
From present
altars. Air
Would be
their only heir.”
June
18th
I am not captain of the world!
However it may reel
Or list its axes in the void
I do not hold the wheel.
How plain--and yet how facile to
Commit the fallacy
Of care for what I do not do
And bear the weight on me.
No, let the poles and mantles go,
Loose their fictitious weight,
And row but self and finally know
That larger smaller freight
Whose vassal vessel spares
The chains the helmsman wears.
His
Tale Wags Man
His tale wags man--defined by intellect
That moves in time, it’s simple thus to
tell
Man’s essence is the story. (For what else
Is mind in motion but recounting?) Thus,
Fantastic tales are mummified and kept
In common vaults called past wherein
they lie
(Yes, lie) with former blooms, picked
summer crops,
Dropped autumn colors, and long-melted
snows
In inventories quick men rearrange
And supplement each year to prove at
last
The present more fantastic than the
past.
PART V: SONGS OF TIME
The
Adams Stone
In
Halifax’s Graveyard
Beside an hourglass upon its side,
An earthworm wriggled metronomically
Till dinner for a crow. I can’t decide
If the tombstone told the truth or if
it lied.
Time's
A Poor Liar
"The present holds."
Omitting the "for now,"
Time's hardly-clever perjury would
shame
A half-wit if attributed to him.
"I shuffle--take your time,"
Time tells the child
Who nonetheless sees days accelerate
Till eighty years are nothing much to
count.
Trust not its meters. Time
betrays itself.
Turning
Forty
I wed those lips forever! But I fear
They're tempted by variety. Each year
The feigning seems more certain in the
glass.
I see temptation growing. Every pass
Reflects a deeper shame they spent the
night
With tempted ears and legs who've lost
delight
In me. Tomorrow will I wake alone?
A pile of cuckold jilted to the bone?
Among
The Fastest Lies
Were I to draw a list of fastest lies,
Near the top I’d set out Horace’s “time
flies.”
Equivocating, “time is fast within
The present,” he maintains, “since
one’s within
The here and now with no recourse to
quit
The present while one’s time continues.”
(It
Is years and years since I was
born. Yet I’m
As mired in present now as then.)
Thus, time
Is fast all right though never fast
enough
To break the present bondage of that
tough
And tiny cell between infinities
That Horace could not burst with sophistries--
Time’s limed so fast “non tempus fugit”
proves
The phrase for such a bird that never
moves.
Reunion
Some summers they allot
A summary weekend To
Come inventory what
Once was and wasn’t, too.
This summer one had found
New mettle. Having earned
New metal, he was bound
To have him, had returned
To seek him out at last,
Unwavering till he lost
His bearings as he passed
The bald and bloated ghost
That crossing campus made
Brief note, too, of his shade.
Clavier
Construction
A string of hammers tapped one day
In
steady carpentry.
The box already finished they
Would frame the melody
In
tight security.
They’d
kept a single key.
They'd have no burglary.
But Time did not agree.
He swapped them peace for piece and
stole away.
Metamorphoses
A bit of serpentine hose left behind
Brings Ovid’s Metamorphoses to mind.
The scaly garment lies on blades
transformed
From Plato’s Formal Green. Though newly formed,
Such green soon morphs again. A brittle limb
Shakes pears brushed with a nervous
jade that leaps
To moss around the trunk till emerald
seeps
In man, Othello’s eyes, the rest of
him.
The wind coagulates. Flies pirouette
Within a thickening breeze not curdled
yet
To clouds. Red robin clots stick to a limb
Until the airy flow dislodges them
As drafts once stirred up Shakespeare’s
clotting till
The congealed breath dissolved, the
voice was still.
Moon
Envy
I'd scoff at each declining phase.
I'd count the meager, fleeting days
Until I waxed again complete
With means to re-perform the feat--
I'd rarely chant a minor tune
If I could wane as you, O Moon,
And know that time would surely share
Another youthful face to wear.
Newton Must Have Lied
I've found a warp this summer's night
That
turns the out inside
And brings the boy again! Delight!
I'm where I started! Hold the light
As crickets sing "the heart is
right!"
I'll think it now (though impolite):
Old Newton must have lied.
Autumn
Should Be Read
Judge tomes not by their covers, hard
advice
In Autumn’s case with brilliance of its
spine,
Its crimson front, its golden back, its
fine
Leaf traceries not found at any price
In frontispieces man has minted. Price
Not books by such bright bindings
though they aim
For parity with sunrise, boast the same
Splashy effect and pallet. Hard advice
Until we notice little movements in
The corners, till we see some extra
thread
Appended to our things. Eight legs have read
The volume not the cover and
thus spin
Their final webs round doors they creep
inside
To prey until the last red ember’s
died.
Falls
Flower Fall,
Flare Fall,
Foliage Fall,
Flake Fall,
Time’s always dropping
Itself and not-self
In seeming circles somehow.
Closing
It was a lovely village looking east.
I quickly put a contract on a new
White bungalow before the price
increased,
Before a strangely sour odor drew
Attention to the west. On turning round,
I caught the village graveyard. Occident
Dwarfed orient--prospects of gothic
ground,
Of graves collapsed and others holding
blent
With the horizon. Retching, I beheld
Bones of all sizes, shreds of flesh and
hair,
Foul residues of countless faiths time
felled
Midst systems’ cogs, crown fragments
littered there.
To breach or not to breach? It differed not--
Dead deal or dream in either case was
rot.
Cousins
Good
rounds in flesh (like those in fleeting air
Expressed) will twice be forfeited should their
Notes not be chorded in some sheets of songs.
Each loss (of present understanding plus
Ancestors never known in future) wrongs
Live melody as well as dead whose strains
Of rising, falling tones in such refrains
Give undulating joy and counsel. Thus,
Years' notes we keep for us and those of us.
Expressed) will twice be forfeited should their
Notes not be chorded in some sheets of songs.
Each loss (of present understanding plus
Ancestors never known in future) wrongs
Live melody as well as dead whose strains
Of rising, falling tones in such refrains
Give undulating joy and counsel. Thus,
Years' notes we keep for us and those of us.
PART VI: SONGS OF HIGHER THINGS
Star Of Bethlehem
Though no celestial maps then showed it there,
A little fire began up in the air
that overturned all language everywhere.
Did that not show us revelation can
at any moment alter any can-
ons altars tell us nothing ever can?
Revelation
We never close the canons of the dead
Or living as more words may lie ahead--
Should we uncover lost Cardenio
We’d revel in another Shakespeare play,
And should the attic yield another note
Grandfather penned there’s more of what he
wrote.
And yet eternal speakers past and now
Have no more words that altars would allow?
Holy, True?
They say it is a sin to desecrate
The scriptures although God himself commits
That very deed. He stubbornly wipes clean
All paragraphs with ink-dissolving rain
We sometimes thwart awhile with shelters.
Not
Deterred, he sets the very air and light
Upon the page and ink in gradual
Mute vandalism that re-renders both
Dust in mere fractions of his cosmic span.
Determined by his endless efforts to
Erase them can he find them wholly true?
On
Proverbs
God's Word is pure*--complete--how add
A
note to what's so true
And stitch in texts that we are
bad
As
crafty preachers do?
*Proverbs 30:5-9
Piracy
Beware of human vessels.
Like
a yacht,
Religion can be hijacked.
God
cannot.
Graven
Image
Religion is a poor
Substitute for God,
A swap of course which makes
A graven image, breaks
The Decalogue. How odd
That’s nothing to deplore.
Silence
How comes disorder when
He holds the thunderbolt?
By what mandate can we
Chastise a schism on
Such principal’s behalf
Who’s quiet though the church
Is rent, though Philistines
Live regally? No sound
Is often sound if heard.
Like Holmes’ mute dog at night,
So much is said in naught
Though often missed, untaught.
The stick is fallacy
As he of course must know
No less than Cicero
Nor sway less perfectly.
Sky
Bible
Will we need scriptures up in Heaven,
too?
If so, will those two testaments still
do?
Can angels juxtapose with pearl and
gold
The gore of men and animals that's told
In "holy books" of him and slaughtered towns?
Must women angels cover up their crowns
With veils and lock their lips?
Must slaves recall
The men who chained their bodies
reading Paul?
Would we still need to measure
symmetries
Of priestly testicles by books
like these*?
Unless right double-speaks it would seem
clear
We need those books there just as much
as here
And thus I go on quite consistently
Without such talk, with only God with
me.
*See Leviticus 21:17-21.
Font
On High
If God's unchristened how can we
Address
him in a prayer
And know the one who hears is he
And
not some devil there?
Yet if he's christened how can we
Pretend
to know his name?
We've never seen the registry--
Our
quandary’s still the same.
A Response To
Father Cadfael
I'd give confession to a tree
Whose limbs link Heaven here with me.
Although denied a Roman seal
Its rods and staffs are no less real.
It wears no needless priestly rags.
The cross it bears it plainly drags
Un-planed to stand an upright post
For any missives mortals post.
Anselm
To Franklin
(Or A Monk On Deism)
If on the seventh day the Lord
Had
nothing left to do,
That perfect mind would have been
bored.
That is a contradiction: “ bored”
Lacks something; “perfect” cannot. You
Cannot
say God withdrew.
Akhenaten’s
Fool
If it’s more
primitive to praise
A group of two than one,
Does that same logic not require
The worshipping of none?
A group of two than one,
Does that same logic not require
The worshipping of none?
Incarnations
I
Truth must concede the Devil did it first,
That incarnation's happened more than once.
While God remained on his resplendent
throne
In heaven's comforts, Satan first dared drop
New skinned into our crueler habitat.
At harshest levels of the serpent, he
Slinked wholly snake, yet wholly Devil,
too,
In that first incarnation paradox
That's rarely parsed out by the orthodox.
Incarnations
II
How hard is it believing in
The manger given we
Are inundated with all forms
Of
skinned eternity?
It's wearing robin feathers for
Some
worms it's come to bite.
It's hanging head-down in a cave
For
insects out at night.
It wears a chunk of floating ice
For
men upon the sea.
It wears a gentle shawl of mist
For
drivers who must see.
It picks from endless skins the one
In
each case that is right
To introduce itself. How hard
Is
faith in Christmas night?
Rebuke
I’ve met a man who’d judge men by their
face
Yet piously condemn as “primitive”
Those Hindu gods with several
heads? But, sir,
If we assume a face a hieroglyph,
Won’t God need more than man? And does man’s one
You think you see now even make the
whole
Inscription? No, unlike the scrolls I’ve seen
That end and that begin, I’ve yet to
find
A man unrolling all his faces. (I’ve
Not seen my own--the quill’s not quit
the ink
Were I so brave to do the reading--and
A hieroglyph may tell a fiction just
As well as truth.) No, here, too, Reverend,
we’d
Be wiser not believing all we’d read.
The Maker Cannot Be Conservative
So many lenses grinded differently
So many lenses grinded differently
And glued in such diversity of orbs
Encased within such panoplies of heads
Encased within such panoplies of heads
On varied scaffoldings of legs and wings
Evolving over time must all disprove
Evolving over time must all disprove
The conservation long of any view
Despite "closed" canons that conservatives
Despite "closed" canons that conservatives
Claim are the word of God, that same God who
Not only makes such lenses but disease,
Not only makes such lenses but disease,
Beasts, and time's scythe to further scramble sight.
That unmade maker of discordant eyes
Through eyes would have his creatures realize:
Prodigious views, none suffered long to live,
Prodigious views, none suffered long to live,
The maker cannot be conservative.
Spring
Cleaning
He’s perfect and can’t be
Too lazy, cluttered. He
Throws dogs and fathers out*
Therefore each year. No doubt
He can’t do differently.
*My father, Abby, and Lettie all died in the Spring.
*My father, Abby, and Lettie all died in the Spring.
Experiments
I love test blooms (don’t get me wrong)
God
resurrects each Spring.
But wonder why he takes so long
In
the attempt to bring
Back Daddy. I would settle for
Just
Spring returns we see
Experiments with crocus prove
A
possibility.
Resurrection
The Resurrection’s glorified
But I confess am terrified.
Which I will rise that day?
There's much I'd tuck away.
God’s
Acrostic?
Seared pigeon chicks shriek as sparks
light their nest.
Old
turtles hiss as shells melt. Much
distressed,
Deer
shake off orange cinders from their breast.
Once-flawless
roses flame. Howling wolves halt
Mid
fires to have a lick of Lot’s wife’s salt.
Clean
Title
I would forego a Jericho
If
blood is on the deed
Though God would sanction taking it,
Such
fee I'd rather cede.
Hazing
Although roots of the rituals are lost
Somewhere in prior ages, still the new
Initiates endure the ancient cost
Of rites the universe would have them
do.
Thus trees still dress as whores come
every spring.
Perfumed and flowered first, they change
into
Their greens then redder garments that
they fling
To stand ashamed and naked where they
grew.
Thus raindrops still climb up into the
sky
So they can plunge in terror from
above.
Thus beings do the rites, do not ask
why
They’re being hazed, why there is
horror of
That first night of a newborn in its
room
Or that first evening spent within the
tomb.
Eager
Martyrs
Like moths into a flame, repeatedly
They throw themselves in much harm’s
way. Mere clay,
They do not fret the damage. They would say
Instead they have religiosity
That buys a bargain. God’s annuity
Thus purchased dwarfs the premiums they
would pay.
“Earth’s fleeting. Quick!
More pain!” they pray. Do they
Strike clever deals? Or do they wretchedly
But crucify themselves in foul
foretaste
Of worse? “Bear up your cross without complaint!”
Not “any cross”-- “your cross”--not
others you
Choose?
Seeking other pain befits a saint
Whose true cross lies abandoned in
fool’s haste?
“Your cross!” May one seek pain and Heaven, too?
Dry
Worlds
The different's good. Just see his
seal,
That
rainbow in the sky,
Proof multi-color is ideal
In
worlds now promised dry.
On
The Epistle Of James
When widows die before their husbands,
when
Half’s whole and circles have their
corners, when
Thought and belief can be disjoined
from their
Effects, one need not fear for
Christians who
Are saved by faith and not by what they
do.
Acolytes
What is a fitting faith today
When one can't drag
a cross
On planes or elevators whose
Widths tend too
small across?
Knew
Aborting New
I read somewhere the Lord at judgment
time
Will punish those who failed to put to
rhyme
What talent had allowed by reading each
Aborted work aloud to them—He’d teach
The measure of the loss thereby to
those
Responsible and by such lines impose
The proper dose of guilt. The
lesson? One
As much as murders new things unbegun--
And yet how so if new lives nonetheless
For reading at the judgment? One
must guess
He knew aborting new, a crime as grim
As any sloth had done the homonym?
Economics
They tell me Heaven’s paved in gold.
With
gilding everywhere,
The surplus shining stuff must be
Deflated
in the air.
I’m told it’s full of good souls, too,
While
short of bad ones. By
Their rarity, the vilest must
Be
precious in the sky.
PART VII: SONGS OF ART AND LITERATURE
Three
Paintings
1-Whistler’s Symphony In White
Embellished in the purity of fair
Folds, virtue’s marble blossom in her
hands,
A white façade in right demeanor stands
On an eviscerated feral bear
Whose lifeless mouth lies in its pseudo
roar
Of untamed, unconverted life. A
bloom
Dropped on that grizzly fur that rugs a
room
Goes almost unobserved among a more
Impressive floral pattered rug.
What’s right
In fact? The painted buds?
The creature that
Has spread a being as a surplus throw
Upon a floor already rugged? Or
might
It be the beast despite its mouth and
eyes
Suggesting life where only carnage
lies?
2- Turner’s Approach To Venice
What inference do we draw about a Sun
That never tries the night though
weaker Moon
Swings both ways rising up before day’s
done
As readily as at night? One might
soon
Conclude the frailer orb the braver or
The more inquisitive, industrious
Could such bold reasoning somehow
ignore
The damage to the language. It
can’t. Thus,
One says it’s not the Sun but is the
night
That flees the Sun, that logic by some
sleight
Has cleaved the two. Where Sun is
day is, too--
One’s words demand that Sun could never
do
As moon. Obedient, the Sun
retires
So mind might have those shadows it
requires.
3-Boudin’s Beach At Villerville
They prop their little world upon the
sand
With axis uninclined. Erect they
stand
(Or sit unslouching) as their rules
demand
For such an upright orb no forward hand
Dare spin. From there they fix
their glance beyond
That upright sphere in some astronomy
Of distant clouds in ethers that
abscond
Some yellow planet and a galaxy
Of salt suspended in geometry
Their Newton might “decipher,” too,
should he
Desire. Where pretense
meets the chaos sea
And clouds may wreak at will,
unwillingly
The dog holds back. When he must
correspond
With separate spheres at once, how else
respond?
Shadow
After Poe
We noticed
there was pestilence about
And played instead of passive victim an
Aggressive agent capable of plan
And execution. In, we locked it out,
And played instead of passive victim an
Aggressive agent capable of plan
And execution. In, we locked it out,
A simple
action, really, which we sealed
With weighty velvet curtains drawn across
An iron door bolted tight. “Our gain, Hell’s loss!”
We toasted with good bourbon and were steeled.
With weighty velvet curtains drawn across
An iron door bolted tight. “Our gain, Hell’s loss!”
We toasted with good bourbon and were steeled.
“God helps
who helps himself,” we boasted till
We saw a shadow by a comrade still
And cold throughout the reverie. It hid
We saw a shadow by a comrade still
And cold throughout the reverie. It hid
As quick
within the heavy draperies. Did
Drink fool? No. Oh, no fancy has composed
Such vast lost voices in a single ghost.
Drink fool? No. Oh, no fancy has composed
Such vast lost voices in a single ghost.
Hawthorne’s
Window
An urchin’s
barrel-organ down below
Encases some still human figurines.
He turns the crank, spills out twelve strings of notes
To animate the figures. To one tune,
The maiden milks enthusiastically,
The scholar reads, the miser boxes gold,
The lady fans, the lover woos, the smith
Strikes anvils while the soldier swings a blade.
Moved, too, we marvel at the progress till
The boy’s arm tires abandoning the crank.
The figures stop themselves where they began
As though they never hoped or labored. We
Include ourselves. Retreating from the pane,
We shall not be so gullible again.
Encases some still human figurines.
He turns the crank, spills out twelve strings of notes
To animate the figures. To one tune,
The maiden milks enthusiastically,
The scholar reads, the miser boxes gold,
The lady fans, the lover woos, the smith
Strikes anvils while the soldier swings a blade.
Moved, too, we marvel at the progress till
The boy’s arm tires abandoning the crank.
The figures stop themselves where they began
As though they never hoped or labored. We
Include ourselves. Retreating from the pane,
We shall not be so gullible again.
Je meurs de soif auprès de la fontaine*
I’ve never sensed more depth within a
soul--
The waters must indeed run deep behind
That visage. Nor would I too much extol
His beauty claiming I shall never find
Apollo’s twin again. I’m of a mind
To stroll across the plaza, show him
how
(In urgent manner though yet still
refined)
I die of thirst. Beside the fountain now
Where he is standing, I, too, pitch a
roll
Of pennies in the spray till his eyes
find
My own.
Alas, in perfect self-control
His eyes keep moving focusing behind
Me on another as though he were blind
To my imploring glances. Yet I vow
To persevere (why not?) because I find
I die of thirst beside the fountain
now.
And yet it takes quite little to cajole
Those deep-blue eyes back round where
they then find
My own in horror. I cannot control
The way my thoughts and feelings have
combined
Insatiably. Alas, I am consigned
To everlasting thirst no matter how
Abundantly he shares. My fate’s unkind.
I die of thirst beside the fountain
now.
Pour me! I’m caught within a cureless
bind.
Oh, Duke, no matter what he would allow
(No sips, a few or all that I’m
inclined)
I die of thirst beside the fountain
now.
*The Duke of Orleans supposedly held a
ballade composition contest using this refrain.
In modern times, Richard Wilbur has also taken up the challenge.
PART VIII: MISCELLANEOUS SONGS
The
Garden After Rain
And we, that now make merry in the Room
They left, and Summer dresses in new bloom,
Ourselves must we beneath the Couch of Earth
Descend-ourselves to make a Couch-for whom?
They left, and Summer dresses in new bloom,
Ourselves must we beneath the Couch of Earth
Descend-ourselves to make a Couch-for whom?
--Fitzgerald
Events unfolded after heavy rain
Late yesterday exposing once again
The thinness of my garden’s showy skin.
Beneath the petals and the feathers in
The day, came evidence that depths of black
Hid underneath. Smoke signals through no crack
Apparent in the garden slowly rose
In low, thick puffs of gray. Up wafted prose
Of Indian ciphers from the clays below.
Funereal signs! Grateful I could not know
The meanings of these missives I in
lieu
Observed a beam of sunlight breaking
through
At last. It fried a rock whose verges next
Commenced a subtle steaming hiss that
vexed
Me worse than any slinking serpents I
Had seen. How many former snakes must lie
Below that rock now hissing for
them? Cold
And clammy updrafts brushed by me. They
told
Of agitations underneath. I feared
The ground would tremble, too. Quakes have appeared
In these parts, too. I dropped my silly dream
My garden’s much. However buds may seem,
Beneath the garden’s painted membrane
squirms
Much humbled jumbled rot among its
worms.
Fossil
Fueled
We’re warmed by death,
We’re moved by death--
Though death is still and cold
We’re told.
Père Lachaise
Put Callas in a jar?
Was done. I’ve seen the shelf
At Père Lachaise myself-
Some carbon in a jar
Might fuel a house or car
Not far.
Ken
Hovey (10/17/1945 to 5/25/2006)
Keen as his name suggests (his mother
had
Evoked him right from the beginning) I
Now try to do him justice in five lines:
He platted places maps omitted, searched
Old charted places now disfavored. His
Vast globe held ever-greening continents
Enticing those who spun it—till green
Time
Yearned for a master’s undivided craft.
Joyce
Sidden's Dead
She made some fields out of her bed
And
violets from her sheet
And smelled the garden in her head
As
frost set in her feet.
She saw a bee that wasn't there
That
didn't want to stay--
As lab coats said "How sad,
Unfair!"
She
followed it away.
Light-years
Our science says if one knows where to
look,
There should be light from all the
years that were
Which means still yet my father's days
are mixed
With mine within the universal light.
I scan the Heavens wondering which
stars
Drop that December's light when he was
born
Or that more recent light when he first
spoke
Or turned a man or when he wed or when
He brought his first child home or when
he lived
Those countless other days whose hours
converge
With mine no less today than otherwise
Both here and in the heavens. In that cross
Of faith and science I know past the
sun
The father still looks down upon the
son.
Slept
Standing
My chair slept standing like a cow
On
four legs through the night
In easy sleep the gods allow
To
those who live upright.
Playing
Abraham
"The world will see how good I
am!"
Shout tyrants playing Abraham.
"I'll stab my own,
My proof is shown,
As long as I've a lamb!"
Spinoza
We operate without a knife,
Grind
lenses that explore,
Remove, repair, add here and there
Without
blood, scarring or
Trauma to stitch. Reversible,
No
eye is altered for
The rest of days since spectacles
Come
off. In peace and war,
Appeal to force is fallacy.
Best
doctoring therefore
Is verse. Just like
Spinoza, we
Grind
glass and nothing more.
Three
Keys
Sing notes in one, in two, in three,
The basic keys in poetry.
The best must sing in all of these--
Sing Tao and Pound and Auden. Please
Fill opera halls with all of these!
(Note: Compare C.S. Peirce’s Firstness,
Secondness, & Thirdness.)
Abomination
Sea creatures are defined
As “fish” so one must find
A tale and fin to eat
“Seafood”—not scallop’s meat
Or shrimp’s. Too, one cannot
Mix fabrics or one’s crops
Unless a loose tongue drops
Some category lines
In better grammar. It’s
Abominable indeed
To mold oneself to words
And thereby mutilate
God’s image, make the tool
And not the wielder rule.
Best
Medicine
The kindest medicine
For eyes is poetry.
No knives, just glasses we
Can wear or not within
Our own discretion, try
Without scarring an eye.
Now is the time that gods came walking
out
of lived-in Things . . . .
Rilke
Invocation
Do masculine inflections used
On
me by those who “know”
The language fit? Apollo, show
Me
whether yes or no,
O sun, wherein the traits are fused
Archetypically
so.
Reason
Alone
His Reason is peculiar to mankind
When other traits are shared. Beasts breathe the same
Air, spiders work, are two legged (if
we maim
Them), parrots speak, chimps play; good
dogs are kind,
The lone dove mourns, wasp swarms are
evil when
They sting, hyenas laugh. A single thing--
Reversed ex machina--God drops a string
From his vast ball of Reason down to
men,
A loan that hoists his image he is
bound
To raise above the dirt. The public show
Of worlds suspended proves such
Reason--though
Alone, such Reason's harder to be
found--
Some nights disoriented by the door
Shut, we have gone back out and mixed
some more.
Dogged Reason
I’ve Reason. I can play with numbers, prove
That Nature must abhor a vacuum, know
How silverware is placed, attempt to
show
The Lord exists by how the planets
move.
I’ve reason to believe beasts sink
below
Mankind because our kind’s the only
one
That reasons--though the logic here is
done
With residue admittedly. Although
I’ve Reason, I can never hear the dead
Conversing or their rappings at the
door
Or smell their little trails across the
floor
And with good reason double up, am led
To supplement the greatness. Thus I’ll beg
For Abby to come curl beside my leg.
Root
Unlike the beasts, I’ve in my pedigree
That shoot called Reason. Genealogist,
I rooted round for details I could list
Within the branches of that family
tree.
I formulated an hypothesis
That Reason is progenitor of genes
That seek the truth (since reasoned
action means
Right acts). And yet I soon abandoned this
Since Abby only tries to lick the hand
That’s truly there, since even
butterflies
Suck only real blooms, since I realize
That mockingbirds just set sights for
and land
On real limbs not illusions and the tick
Bites only on real flesh where pincers
stick.
Tongue
Tongue is the magic trait of man and
thus
Of Reason I’ve good reason to believe.
God is the Word. Believers should believe
That very likeness, too, was pressed on
us,
And Reason even pagans should agree
Is words inside--our syllogisms burn
Just them, no other fuel--which means
in turn
That man runs on the same, his
quiddity--
Except that Abby understands her name
And other terms in My-speak not to
speak
Of Abby-speak she teaches every week,
Except we’d contradict ourselves, be
same
No more. If Reason, we would ebb and flow
With wine, with sleep, with how our
phrases go.
Via Negativa
Then I am what I’m not. My Reason flies
Above mere sense beside Apollo in
That streaking solar car above the din
Of passion and of earthly things some
eyes
Fix on.
Ignoring those red herrings low
To ground, my sights are set high. I would win
Or lose upon the merits. Fools who pin
Worlds on blind faith aren’t
“rational.” Not so,
I’m rational--though calculators, too,
Use no faith calculating half two’s
one,
Though faithless ragweed grows up
toward the Sun,
Though honeybees have faith their wings
will do
The job, though bloody tyrants have
through time
Lacked faith that there’s a reckoning
for crime.
Munchhausen By Proxy
Though bruised, his Reason may define
the man
Through healing which requires some
injury
First--good must first have bad if
good’s to be.
Thus, reaping good from bad, we’ll
single man
Out by his inclinations and his mind
That cures diseases and provides relief
In others. Lives of insects are too brief,
The donkey is too dumb, the mole too
blind
To measure herbs--although the wolf
might lick
Its wounds and other apes might groom
and pick
The vermin from their neighbors’ heads
before
They bite again, though only we have
bled
Bowls full as “medicine” or urged
instead
Of healing showers Zyklon B and war.
Witchdoctor
Where man partakes of God’s form as the
Good
Book tells us, he must also have a
share
Of magic in the imitation. Where
Is God if he can’t render Daphne wood?
We know Apollo does his medicine.
There’s magic there: the mottled man’s
remade
One color; black depressions in brains fade
To light. But is such magic essence in
The proper man? Could he be rarefied
And elevated by his dancing to
Snake hisses at the charms upon each
shoe
While circling with a painted, symboled
hide
Round smoldering fires that cough out
colored smoke
To old drum beats with an invariable
stroke?
Achilles
Heels
Distinguish man from dog? One heels, one heals--
Terms Adam chose reflecting in the
sound
Perhaps alliance where in spelling’s
found
Distinction nonetheless. Language reveals
Both knot and not where man and canine
share
Somehow some ancient commonality
Though one is active, offers remedy,
Though one’s submissive, though one
knows to care
For golden things the other
cannot. Man
Guards krugerrands no starving mouth
may eat
And heels a good boy at his Mammon’s
feet
While gold-blind canines curl beside
the man
And heal the monger--“mongrel” I’ve inferred
Is thus another clever Adam word.
Straining
Man’s prowess shows in music, too. A
lyre
Once served a plucking widower who
strained
Beyond the realm of earth itself and
gained
His lover back (though briefly). In the fire,
The peace, the plaint, the spectacle of
song
Would seem the very manly essence well
Confirmed by all the discs where men
excel
In Callas or in Abby’s plaintive whine?
Or what about that melody we heard
In vocal fireworks of a mockingbird
Or last night’s rhythm in a base scrub
pine
Some wind shook as a rattle, or a tune
A brook played on some rocks all
afternoon?
Aside
What was I thinking? Seeking some reply
On high must implicate some sense of an
Intelligence. I’d not presume a man
Or dog I haven’t felt somehow. Could I
Treat deity with less care and accept
Its higher rank? I might take Otto’s course
And claim a common sentiment of course
Implies such being after all except
With Sherlock, too, I note strange
silence of
The dog. Her nose and ear much keener, she
Should trail that higher scent instead
of me,
Hear and bark. Abby dogs nothing above--
Unless (in ignorance hope!) her praises
be
In hound quite indecipherable to me.
No
Son To Bear
No offspring's murder? Could a father kill
A child he never had? Could Abraham
Have chosen as his substitute for lamb
Such issue, stab at air, and do God's
will?
That would, it seem, have been a
mockery
Of Him and thus the absence of a son
Can't be equivalent with slaying one--
Although there seems some inconsistency
When trees are judged by fruits. The Lord has said
As much. Therefore, the crop would be the same
In either case and bare would bear the
blame
Of murderer? Grandchildren, too? Unbred,
One's damned for genocide of thousands
who
Can't be because of what one couldn't
do?
No
Sun To Bear
Wrights reasoned it was wrong to ground
man. "Why
Can't man build chariots for pulling, too,
The Sun across the Heavens, have the
view
That's wasted on much lesser beasts
that fly? "
Writes one biographer. I can't deny
I envied birds their feathers,
too--one, two
Times even thinking mere moth wings
would do
When I, too, somehow thought men
couldn't fly,
Before I passed a carcass on the street
Some hours there. There swarming round to eat
Were blowflies and a murder of some
crows
Each taking pieces from the head to
toes
In different flight paths. Give me gravity.
I'll fly too soon too many ways for me.
Rowing
Advancing to infer the progress, I
Am thrusting and therefore am man. Instead
Of “anti-man,” I am not used or led
As dominance would have. Wood winged, I fly,
Above blue depths. Wings churning, I create
Aesthetic patterns in a passive field
Of little note before. I see revealed
Some agency. I swirl some “he” to sate
Me till the depths are contemplated,
till
One plainly sees such plane waves are
no more
Than furrows in wet skin (not innards
or
Bones), till one finds the wrinkles
proving we
Have grown have dissipated rapidly,
Until one sees how soon the seas are
still.
Either
Oar
One turns to
Kierkegaard when on a boat
As anywhere. The waters also place
One in dilemmas when one has to face
A choice to either row or merely float.
As anywhere. The waters also place
One in dilemmas when one has to face
A choice to either row or merely float.
Yet is it
such a simple either or?
There is the dock of course. Why sail? One could
Read just as well dockside as not. And should
One row, one might still favor either oar
There is the dock of course. Why sail? One could
Read just as well dockside as not. And should
One row, one might still favor either oar
Or both or
neither oar. Complex — and yet
We’d rather move than not and so we slip
Both oars into the waters where we dip
We’d rather move than not and so we slip
Both oars into the waters where we dip
The
possibilities and where we make
A journey cross its surface to forget
We’d drown within the belly of the lake.
A journey cross its surface to forget
We’d drown within the belly of the lake.
Fly On
Fly on, Apollo. Burn across the sky
With all your tempting features men
aspire
To have before their time upon the
pyre.
Fly on, Apollo. With your music fly
Seductively inducing men to come--
Shoot past with darts, herbs,
logic. Troublesome
Example, prove old Aristotle wrong
It’s virtue that brings neighbors
out. Instead
The tempter scored, the serpent wooed
and fled
The garden. Fly on, too, Apollo. Song
And dance time’s over. All seductions leave
Us standing on mere faith alone that we
Exist at all. Men, heaven equally
Are Sunday things. Sum ergo I believe.
PART X: FOUR CANTOS OF SOPHIAS
For
my friend George Vamvakas
Canto
I
Eva
Sophia I
What moral hold’s not grounded in
Divinity? We all
May pen
“Our little codes.” Yet how glean out
The binding from the not
Without
Petitio
principii?
The only option’s deity.
Philomela
Sophia
What kind of deity? A god
That keeps his distance yet
Makes broad
Demands on those below that he
Aloof avoids himself?
No, we
Know that hypocrisy is sin.
A virtuous god must take
On skin,
Therefore, descend and suffer an
Incarnation like a man.
Eva
Sophia II
If something “is” and yet “is not”
We’ve tied our tongue into
A knot.
A circle squared is plainly wrong
(If even doable).
Along
Those lines we plainly err should we
Claim God is man or man is he.
Lettie
Sophia I
Sophie, if contradiction (three
Yet one) can lever us
Then we
Should use (why not?) such physics
where
We need the lift unless
Aware
Of better instruments or that
More harm than good would flow from
that.
Platona
Sophia
Such machinations generate
More questions than they would
Abate:
To make it right one time sufficed
For men to torture and
Kill Christ?
To make it right one time sufficed
For God to torture and
Kill Christ?
To make it right one time sufficed
For God to kill Himself
Through Christ?
And must he live and die a shrew,
A weed, all other life forms, too?
Canto
II
Eugenia
Sophia I
If contradiction causes pain
It’s wrong to wish that way
Again.
Excluding middles follows thus
From what including does to us.
Eugenia
Sophia II
Right axioms don’t float about
Untethered. They are linked
Quite taut
To us if right. The wiser taught
That contradiction should
Be thought
Wrong only where harm flows When we
Desire the contradictory.
Pandora
Sophia I
Enlightenment that ends the chains
Of endless rebirth of
Same pains
Requires one’s rules of logic that
Work with the sentiment
(And not
Against it) in a general way
Tomorrow as they did today.
Pandora
Sophia II
How does one end the endless birth
Of contradictions’ pain,
Bring forth
The closure? One constructs one’s world
Round what can be. The right
Is willed
When acting on desire that can
Be followed yet not taint the man.
Canto
III
Sarah
Sophia
Could it be right to kill a child
If God would have it so?
One would
Submit the question makes no sense
As God could never sin
And hence
Would underscore morality
Runs round not from divinity.
Immanuella
Sophia I
Yet where to find it? In the air,
The water or the ground?
Despair
Not. Reason can point out the way:
Ask “what if all behaved
That way?”
If we can will it so, then we
Have proved some good morality.
Eva
Sophia III
But can’t one will that all first tie
The left shoe or the right?
First, why
Pick one above the other? Two,
Since opposites could both
Be true
How could we have morality
When rules prove contradictory?
Immanuella
Sophia II
Then reason might instead rephrase
The question: “Could we wish
Always
To punish men for such a deed?”
If so, we must conclude
The deed
Is wrong and therefore reason can
Thus still ground ethics well for man.
Eva
Sophia IV
But does that not return us to
Platona’s paradox?
And do
We beg the question? How can we
Sans sin impose some penalty?
Canto
IV
Abby
Sophia I
In analyzing suffering,
Desire per se is not
The thing
At fault. It’s contradiction round
Desire instead where pain
Is found,
The wish that’s inconsistent or
Consistent that one would ignore.
Lettie
Sophia II
The Buddha took too large a knife
Excising all desire
From life—
Though wished impossibilities
Of course must frustrate, why
Not seize
The possible? Are there not pains
In quashed desires when one abstains?
Lettie
Sophia III
Though I’ve a soul, I’ve body, too.
Demeaning neither of
The two,
I’d give them both their proper due
As both
of them would have
Me do:
Mind comprehends the evil in
All forms of suicide
(Both in
A whole or part) and thus denies
The body’s something to
Despise,
While tangibly the body knows
The evils of a mind
That goes
And thus as well refuses to
Condemn its “opposite.”
Both “true,”
I cherish equally, am kind
To both the body and the mind.
Abby
Sophia II
I am not gauged by others and
They are not gauged by me.
We stand
Or fall on our own merits. Thus,
Our true self is the rule
Of us
Implying first a duty we
Uncover that true self
And be
Most faithful to it. Second, we
Must judge our systems by
Degree
Of efficaciousness in how
They move us as true selves
Allow--
We’ll only be judged scandalous
If have squandered much of us.
La
fin
APPENDIX A
Translations
The Cicada and the Ant
(La
cigale et la fourmi)
By
Jean de la Fontaine
Cicada having sung her song
All summer long,
Found all her cupboards bare
Once winter's winds were there.
She couldn't even spy
A bit of worm or fly.
She cried of hunger’s gnaw
To a neighbor ant she saw,
And begged a bit of grain
To ease her hunger pain
Till spring had come instead.
"I'll pay you back," she
said,
By harvest--word of animal--
Both interest and the principal."
The ant was not a lending bug,
Of all her faults it was her least.
"What did you do till summer
ceased?"
She asked the beggar with a shrug.
"I sang all night and day
If Madame finds it fine."
"You sang? Why, that's divine.
Now dance instead I'd say!"
The
Wolf And The Lamb
(Le
loup et l'agneau)
By
Jean De La Fontaine
The strongest beast is right we say
As we can show here right away:
A thirsty lamb was drinking where
It found a pure and flowing creek.
A starving wolf then came to seek
His luck--his hunger drew him there.
"What makes you foul my waters
here?"
The wolf barked at the fleece’s ear.
"You'll pay for your
temerity."
The lamb then said, "Your Majesty,
If you'd just hold your anger back
And measure out my careful track
You'd see I've merely come to drink
In waters which I'd surely think
Are twenty paces down from you,
So I could not in any way
Be doing harm as you would say."
The beast responded: "Yes, you do,
Mean lamb who slandered me last
year."
"How so? I was not born, I
fear,"
He bleated, "I am nursing
yet."
"Then was your brother."
"I regret
I've none." "Then was your
family--
They are the worst group I have met--
Those shepherds, dogs and sheep all
three--
I've heard enough; it's vengeance
now."
He dragged the lamb into the trees
And had his dinner anyhow
With no more process, no more pleas.
Evil
(Le
mal)
By
Arthur Rimbaud
While crimson globs of grapeshot
spittle fly
All day across the wide blue firmament;
While green and scarlet troops of
soldiers fry
Close by the king who mocks them as
they're spent;
While awful madness grinds away until
A hundred thousand men smoke in a
mound--
Poor dead that nature made in her
goodwill
With joy, in summer, in the grass and
ground!
There is a God who laughs at altars
laid
With damask, incense and their cups of
gold;
Who falls asleep in sweet Hosannah's
fold,
And wakes again when mothers come
arrayed
In anguish weeping in their black old
caps
To give him one whole penny each
unwraps!
Gilded Verses
(Vers
dorés)
By Gérard de Nerval
Oh! All is sentient!
-- -Pythagoras
Free-thinking man! You think that only you
Think in a world where life bursts in
all things?
Despite the forces that your freedom
brings
You, you don’t give the universe its
due.
Respect the mind that stirs in
creatures, too.
Each flower’s a soul that Nature has
enclosed.
Love’s secrets have in metals, too,
reposed.
“Oh! All is sentient” and affecting
you!
Beware in the blind wall a look that
sees
You--even matter has its language. Thus,
Treat nothing in a way that’s
scandalous!
Gods often hide in obscure entities,
And as babes’ eyes beneath their lids
begin
Maturing, pure minds grow beneath
stones’ skin!
Fall’s Song
(Chanson
d’automne)
By
Paul Verlaine
The long sobbings
Of fiddle strings
Of
Fall wound
My heart by
Monotony
Of
dull sound.
Suffocating, pale,
Hearing clocks wale
As
chimes keep
The hours, I’m cast
To years long past
And
I weep;
And then I go
With winds that blow
Ill,
that hurl
Me here and there
And everywhere
Dead
leaves swirl.
The
Gold Ship
(Le vaisseau d’or)
By Émile Nelligan
It was a massive ship, a gold-carved
one
Whose masts touched azure upon seas
unknown;
Love's Venus, naked skin, hair sparsely
strewn,
Sprawled on the prow in the excessive
sun.
One night she struck a large and
perilous
Reef in that lying sea where sirens
lull
And the horrific wreck inclined its
hull
Toward the abyss, changeless
sarcophagus.
It was a gold ship whose translucency
Revealed some treasures profane hands
at sea
(disgust, hate and neurosis) could
contest.
How much is left in a brief storm like
this?
Where does my heart, deserted vessel, rest?
Alas!
It sank into the dream's abyss!
Ithaca
By
Constantine Cavafy
When you set out in search of Ithaca,
pray fervently your journey may be long,
full of adventures and of things to learn.
Fear not the Laestrygonians, dread not
pray fervently your journey may be long,
full of adventures and of things to learn.
Fear not the Laestrygonians, dread not
the Cyclopes or Poseidon’s awful rage:
such things you’ll never find upon your way
if your thought’s lofty, your emotion’s rare
in ways that touch the body and the soul.
You’ll not encounter Laestrygonians
or Cyclopes or Poseidon on your way
unless you carry them within your soul,
unless your soul itself sets them on you.
Pray fervently your journey may be long,
that many summer mornings yet remain
for pleasant and for joyous anchoring
in harbors you have never seen before.
Pray you may stop at fine Phoenician marts
acquiring there their finest merchandise,
their coral, mother of pearl, their ebony
their amber, and their sensuous perfumes
of many kinds in many quantities.
Pray you may visit many Egyptian towns
and learn from many educated men.
Keep Ithaca always before your mind,
such things you’ll never find upon your way
if your thought’s lofty, your emotion’s rare
in ways that touch the body and the soul.
You’ll not encounter Laestrygonians
or Cyclopes or Poseidon on your way
unless you carry them within your soul,
unless your soul itself sets them on you.
Pray fervently your journey may be long,
that many summer mornings yet remain
for pleasant and for joyous anchoring
in harbors you have never seen before.
Pray you may stop at fine Phoenician marts
acquiring there their finest merchandise,
their coral, mother of pearl, their ebony
their amber, and their sensuous perfumes
of many kinds in many quantities.
Pray you may visit many Egyptian towns
and learn from many educated men.
Keep Ithaca always before your mind,
that your arrival there’s your destiny.
But do not rush the journey in the least.
It’s better that you travel many years
and anchor on the island in old age
with all your treasures gathered on the way
without expecting more from Ithaca.
For Ithaca gave you the wondrous trip:
without her you would never have set sail.
Now she has nothing left to give you more.
And yet she won’t have fooled you if she’s poor.
The experience and wisdom you’ll have gained,
Will have shown what Ithacas must truly mean.
But do not rush the journey in the least.
It’s better that you travel many years
and anchor on the island in old age
with all your treasures gathered on the way
without expecting more from Ithaca.
For Ithaca gave you the wondrous trip:
without her you would never have set sail.
Now she has nothing left to give you more.
And yet she won’t have fooled you if she’s poor.
The experience and wisdom you’ll have gained,
Will have shown what Ithacas must truly mean.
(Working from Sachperoglou’s
Greek-English parallel translation and that of John Cavafy)
APPENDIX B
Juvenilia-Poems
From High School
1-The Yadkin
The aging old Yadkin
Was such a sad sight,
Slowly tugging her skirts
In the warm evening light.
Mud, slime, and filth
In her waters were seen,
Tinting her sickly
In brown shades with green.
Nearby poison oak
Climbed old sycamores,
Which grew among garbage
Along dirty shores.
And a filthy old bridge
Loomed high overhead,
Where cars and loud trucks
Constantly sped.
But soon night fell
And the bridge traffic waned,
Then the river's faint silhouette
Was all that remained.
And in the dim light
As I heard her flow,
She was once more the river
Of centuries ago.
2- Autumn Defined
Autumn is trees ablaze in pastels,
Cooled by the whisk of a chilly wind,
While daylight shrinks and evening
swells,
The glowing trees are slowly skinned.
Autumn is a field of brilliant mums,
Exploding in rays of light,
Where the wind their petals softly
strums,
And Jack Frost spends the night.
Autumn is harvests with bountiful
yields,
Of crops and hay in yellow bails,
Standing with cornstalks in the fields,
Under migrating birds and their parting
wails.
Autumn is the mystery of Hallowe'en
nights,
Sparkling with pumpkins grinning,
As children in their flickering lights,
Send their thoughts off spinning.
Autumn is a classical tinter,
An always welcome comer,
'Tis the prelude of the coming winter,
And the postlude of the summer.
(October
6, 1975)
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